... my person

Friendship...love...heartbreak

I managed to find the courage to trust you with my heart.

A million dollar heart that many people would die for, however, I cluelessly handed it off to you.

My million dollar forsaken heart to a lowlife soul such as yourself, I gave you everything that defined me, everything that makes me ... me.

It beats, breathes, and trusts and accomplices that I allow inside, until one day when I brought you in.

You manipulated me into believing that you were the one.

That you were going to be the one that was going to be there for me!

Fake tears violently surpassed your cheek EVERYTIME you saw me in distress.

Uncomfortable skin to skin contact that you allowed me to believe was a hug.

You…

You monster

You evil spawn

You took my million dollar heart, and when I wasn’t looking… how clueless of me… you snapped

My heart, perished into your monstrous arms, wishing for a way to return to its destined owner.

My heart…

My obscured heart, damaged in the hands of you

You!

An individual I once called a friend. A love, a hope for a tomorrow… Gone

And you know the worst part… no one will ever understand…

You'll never understand the amount of anguish I feel just by seeing your face, and how much will it takes for me to even handle or acknowledge your presence.

You'll never understand that what I’m feeling is reasonable and that I’m not overreacting… however, you won’t… and I guess that’s okay…